You were unsure which pain is worse — the shock of what happened or the ache for what never will.
- Simon Van Booy, Everything Beautiful Began After
Never mind, I don’t feel anything
It only hurt a bit
I still feel like shit
And I think you won’t be able to recognize me now
It’s easier to quit
It’s harder to admit and
You’re pushing me, you’re fucking pushing me!
Sometimes when your eyes see something that the heart can’t explain, your mind makes up a new history to make sense of it all…You make a new story…one with the fairytale ending that you deserve. You sit back and you say to yourself: “Once upon a time… I awoke.”
Stop saying it’s okay when your soul’s bleeding. Stop trying to dodge knives that always end up in the depths of your heart. Stop looking to the ceiling hoping that tears won’t overflow. Stop taking people’s shit. Walk away. Fuck them all.
10,000 gold stars and 6 kisses for you. THANK YOU,THANK YOU, THANK YOU for putting so much beautiful mtrench on my dash today! - Thank you for existing.
I’m so sorry I just found this. My computer has been out of commission for forever now! But good gracious you just made my week :)) thank YOU for existing
Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.